Let me share my journey with you!
I was born in Tanzania.. My father had an affair with a despate woman who needed to feed herself and her family.. She worked as prostitute. 9months later I was born.. My first memories are of me in a tiny village kondoa carrying my little sister and fetching water at the age of 4.. Long story short.. At age 5 I was discovered by my father's family had a wife and 3 kids.. I was not accepted in the family I therefore lived with grandmother.. This is where Gods plan started.. From a very young age I was taken advantage of by my uncle.. (Don't like the M word) it continued through out until I fell pregnant.. Had the baby.. Abuse continued.. What about your parents? You may ask.. Oh and I may as well.. My mother was extremely poor in a village never saw her my dad didn't care enough.. God bless him! Came to england Aged 22.. My daughter was taken by stepmum she was 3 .. I feel like I am going on on about it.. Ok will try to be ti the point.. Life in england was not a bed roses.. Couldn't finish college.. International fees too high.. Decided to get married.. The guy was.. Well.. Abuse started again.. God bless him though.. I had no legal papers to stay/work in Uk.. Visa had expired.. Ok what happens next.. Couldn't take abuse anymore.. Decided to go to london to friends.. Hardly new them.. They are a blessing!they moved.. I got involved with a man (boyfriend) he used everything in my past and the fact that I didn't have anyone to make me into something to bring him an income..God bless him.. I hate the P word.. I got caught.. Not only I didn't have papers but I was I P too.. Wow.. This time I was self harming.. Suicide attempts..
So here I am now.. I fought my human rights case to stay in the UK and won.. I am now free and the most blessed young lady you will ever meet.. I want to be there for people no matter what.. Unfortunately I can only offer a listening ear.. I am still in the process of getting myself sorted.. I have never had a home.. Well every 'home' I had I went through abuse or what not.. From this date I have no idea how it feels like to feel safe and you know.. The feeling of belonging.. To have your own space.. I have never had my own place.. Always with friends or funny story my situation now.. I started going out with someone.. But there was chemistry.. But his kind enough to let me stay.. Suffocating sometimes but he is blessing.
Right, all of the above has been Gods plan.. I figured it out.. I have been deprived of love sooo much that all I want to do is Give it.. Same goes to Caring.. I actually genuinely care about anyone and everyone.. Oh and animals too.. Growing up my pets were my bests friends.. My family.. They actually loved me and listened and conforted me.. I love animals.. Who doesn't.. Amaizing blessings.
Anyway.. So if you just want a friend to talk to.. I am here.. Sorry can't offer anymore for now but one day I hope to have a charity.. Hope?? Sorry I mean I will have a charity that will make a enough difference to peoples lives.. Its my Calling.. God has finally let me know. I am greatful, with his plan I will have own house and finally I will have my daughter with me.. I haven't seen her since she was 3.. She's now 11.. She a blessing! I hope it happens soon though.. God has heard my prayers.. He will deliver!
I am a very bright young lady with a huge heart.. I had to pay huge price for this heart.. God made sure of it.. Thank you God.
So, listening, genuine friendship, straight talk is what I can offer for now. Please say hello if you can.. Hope I didn't bore you with all that.
Trully blessed... Flo
